I guess in lots of ways we have all been on the run at some point in our lives - we often make little and sometimes BIG mistakes and find ourselves on the run, maybe not literally but on the run trying to hide or correct something we have done that can make our lives an utter horror story,
Way back in the Bible, Judas was "on the run" after he had concocted a huge story to tell the Pharisees about Jesus - makes me wonder just how long Old Judas had been thinking about what he planned to do.
He was probably putting into practice something that he had thought about for a long time.
He was the treasurer of the whole shebang after all - the guy everyone came to when they wanted a few coins to buy what they needed - I guess he made all the others give a full account of what they spent and how they spent it. After all, money is money - and he was the big money keeper - he was in charge,
Makes me wonder why he had it against Jesus in the first place.
Was it because Jesus was ever so willing to share what they had with anyone and everyone? Jesus gave and kept on giving time and time again.
Judas, on the other hand, was trying desperately to keep back the money to pay for this and that and keep them all fed, etc etc, and so he went on keeping his coins and silver in his money bag all safe and sound and I guess he kept it back from the other disciples just how much he actually had all wrapped up neat and tidy.
In lots of ways, I can understand if he was in charge of having to buy things, and of course, Jesus, giving everything away all the time - Judas felt he had to keep money squirreled away so that they would have enough to eat and somewhere to sleep, I guess.
Anyway, as time went on Jesus was giving more and more - treating people well and healing others - Makes me wonder how Judas would have felt when Jesus actually fed the thousands of people, as recorded on the bible, not just once but at least twice given that He had hardly anything to start with and yet he fed thousands until they were all completely full and satisfied.
Surely Judas would have realised that Jesus could have fed them all anyway, and he really didn't need money squirreled away like Judas was doing.
I reckon it was this that caused Judas to betray Jesus the way he did - He saw the chance to gain at least 30 pieces of silver, which he could keep to himself without having to hide it away. 30 pieces of silver! WOW, how about that! - What a great opportunity.
As we know, it all backfired on Judas. He betrayed Jesus in the garden by taking the Pharisees with him, telling them that the one he was going to greet with a kiss was actually Jesus, and that he should be the one arrested.
Judas went and greeted Jesus with a kiss, and that betrayed Jesus to the Pharisees, who promptly arrested Jesus and we know what happened after that - Jesus was horribly tortured and killed so ghastly on the cross - actually nailed to a rough hewn splintery cross hewn from a huge tree which would have weighed so much which Jesus had to carry to Calvary.
So here was Judas watching how he had betrayed Jesus. Obviously, he had second thoughts, and while he watched the proceedings, his heart must have broken when he woke up to what he had just done - he threw the silver back at the Pharisees and then went out and hanged himself - end of story for Judas.The Pharisees were delighted - not only had they got Jesus, but they got their silver back as well!
Judas has gone down in history as a huge betrayer - what a mistake he made - what a mess.
You know, we all make mistakes - that is life, and unfortunately we all do it. It's pretty important after we give our lives to the Lord that we actually need to forgive ourselves for our mistakes, and if we don't, we find it pretty hard to move forward in our lives.
We can have persistent guilt in our lives over past sins and heaps of remorse if we have caused trouble with anyone, and sometimes our decisions can cause heaps of trouble. All of us have sinned - every one of us - God has nothing whatsoever to do with sin - The Almighty God can't even look at sin in any shape.
The amazing thing is that Jesus died on that cruel cross to make the payment for our sins, and everyone who puts their faith in Jesus is fully forgiven of these sins, and God sees us as sinless.
Does that mean we will never sin again? Of course not, BUT the thing is that we can come to Jesus and keep asking for forgiveness, confessing to Him the sins we commit, maybe often daily. Coming to Christ is essential to have our sins forgiven. (1 John 1:9)
God's huge forgiveness of our sins gives us the huge ability to forgive ourselves. When we put our faith in Jesus Christ and ask Him to take control of our lives, all of our sins are forgiven. Which is amazing - ALL of our sins, both big and small, include past, present, AND future.
God bless you this week. See you soon.